'HE IS MORE QUICK TO FEEL THE CHANGES IN THE ATMOSPHERE'-ALLAN UPWARD-DIVINE MYSTERY

SHAMAN WINDS-POESIS AS WORDS MEDICINE

NORTH WIND COLLECTS FEARS AND JEARS
SOUTH WIND FERMENTS SOULS OF TEMPERS
EAST WIND DRIVES WAYS AND BAYS
WEST WIND BREEDS FERTILITY.........

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SHAMAN MEDICINE WHEEL WINDS

SOUTH-SERPENT PATH...ONE GOES THERE TO SHED THE PAST AS THE SERPENT SHEDS ITS SKIN...
NORTH-DRAGON PATH...ONE LEARNS THE WISDOM OF THE ANCIENTS AND CREATES A VISION WITH THE DIVINE...
WEST-JAGUAR PATH...ONE FACES DEATH AND CONFRONTS FEARS...
EAST-EAGLE PATH...JOURNEY BACK TO ONE'S HOME TO EXERCISE VISION IN THE CONTEXT OF ONE'S LIFE AND WORK

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POESIS-TO EXPRESS WHAT MAY BE UNEXPRESSIBLE AND THEREFORE ENABLE THE PATIENT TO UNDERGO IN COINCIDENCE, A RARE, COMPLEX EXPERIENCE THAT IS REAL[IN AN ORDERED AND INTELLIGIBLE FORM] THAT WOULD OTHERWISE BE CHAOTIC AND UNEXPRESSIBLE..........................TO HELP ONE UNDERSTAND........POESIS AS WORD MEDICINE...

PANSEXUAL EROTICIZED FAMILY IN EVERYDAY NEUROTIC BONDS AND BINDS

INTERACTIONS , PROJECTIONS, SENSITIVITIES...THE POWER GAME OF INNER CASTLE FORTRESSINGS...THE ALL TOO FAMILIAR WAYS OF MEDIATION CONTROL OF GUILT, SHAME, BOUNDARY BINDS AND OVERLAPS...

TENSION TIDES IN EBB AND FLOW FOSTERED IN ORALITY-DIGEATION HIPO WARS OF COMPRESSION INNER COLLISIONISM OF 'TENSION NORMALCY' WHERE SPLITTING AND DISSOCIATION INTO 'PARTITIONS' AND 'IMAGE' ROLE BEHAVIORS FLOW INTO PRISM PRISONS OF THE DISTORTIONS OF THE TRAPPED AND UNLIVED...HUNGERS OF DESIRE YET POWERLESSNESS AS 'WANTING TO BE WANTED' NEVER EVOLVES TO TRUE URGENCY IN ABILITY TO LOVE...

LACK OF PRIVACY BECOMES TRUST AND A FALSE HOMEOSTASIS GROUNDING THAT EVOLVES AS BARBI-CAN PADDING/PACKING...FOR WHO EXERCISES CONTROL OVER ACCESS TO BODIES AND BEHAVIOR IN BATH, BEDROOM, PERSONAL SPACES, POSSESSIONS...

FOCUS ON TEASING, TITTILATION, EXCHANGES OF PATTERN, INERTIA...PSYCHE CONFINEMENT...LIMITS ENFORCED BELOW THE SURFACE...

SHE LOOKS FOR THE FLAW THAT WILL ENABLE HER TO ERUPT...TO OVERTHROW THE MYTHICAL AND REAL FATHER-MOTHER OF A DYNAMISM SERVITUDE...THE OLD ORDER HAS TO BREAK DOWN AS EMERGENCE IS IN COURAGE TO GENERATE WHAT IS ONE'S OWN....BEYOND

FOR HOW MUCH PAIN IS ONE WILLING TO ENDURE TO KEEP THE REAL SELF HIDDEN...............

THE GREATER THE INTENSITY.......THE MORE THE WOUNDS ARE BURIED WITHIN....DEEPER INSIDE

HSING...UNDEVELOPED POTENTIAL

SOUL OF PRESZENCE...

TO MAKE WHAT YOU ARE DOING OF INTEREST TO OTHERS...

SOURCE ME

FREE ME

PROTECT ME

GET ME

LET ME

TAKE ME DO ME PROVE IT.....DO IT.....

MAKE ME........................SHAPE ME..................DRAIN ME................

JOLT ME..................

FIRE ME.................................................DEVOUR ME

SURPRISE ME MAKE ME '3'.......................

WIN UP WIND UP WHY UP WIND UP

LAVA EXPLOSIONS IN TRENCHES OF GENDER FOGS........

ALOOFNESS

PERILS

DAMNED

HOW TO THE TEARS THAT CLEANSE BEYOND

THE PLANE OF CONTAINED PAIN LOSS IN THE SAFE AND SOUND

AS MUCH AS ONE CAN BEAR......................BARE////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////


RED WAGON OUT OF CHAOS WITHIN...TO GIVE BIRTH TO A DANCING STAR...BEING IN PRESZENCE...

A NEW ORDER 'UNIFIES' AS IT 'IGNITES'...CATALYTIC SPARKS AS THE WHOLE AS ALLIANCE OF HOMEOGENEOUS PARTS...EROS ION EROSIONS IN ALTERED STATES AS EROS ROSE YIN PLATEAUS OF HIP WARS TIDAL WAVES OF COMMONALITY...

'THERE IS A SECRET TO EVERYTHING. THE SEED WORKS UNDERGROUND, SOMETIMES FOR LONG PERIODS OF TIME, BEFORE IT PUTS FORTH ITS GREEN LEAF; AND THROUGHOUT ITS GROWTH ITS LABORATORY IS MOST SECRET.................


IN THE WORKS OF MEN[AND WOMAN] THE MECHANISM THAT PRODUCES THE FAIR SHOWING IS INVARIABLY HIDDEN: THE WORKS OF A WATCH, THE KITCHEN THAT PRODUCES A BANQUET, THE LOG HOURS OF PERFORMANCE AND PRACTICE THAT PRODUCES A VIRTUOSO PERFORMANCE.


THERE IS ALWAYS A SECRET REGION OF CAUSATION'.


-ERIC BUTTERWORTH, DISCOVER THE POWER WITHIN YOU

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UNCLE AUTHORITY AUTHOR OF 'DA' IN BREAKNECK RHYTHMS OF ENDURANCE DUALITY AS KA BULL TIME OF KORENGAL VALLEY GHOSTS OF ACCEPTABLE MADNESS WINDS OF TERRITORIAL PASSAGES OF GLOBALIZATION CERTIFICATION...AS 'EYE' RAN IN 'I' RAN SEEKS NU CUE LEAR STAUS OF INDEPENDENCE...FUELINGS OF BECOMING IN A WORLD OF ACHIEVEMENT 'ECHOES' OF POWER GREATER THAN LOVE...NO GATES TO CONTAIN AS GAITS OF THEY DEFINE MADNESS IN MASS-OCCUR 'TENSION NORMALCY'...

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NIETZSCHE----------FORCE AND BECOMING

THERE IS ONLY FORCE AND BECOMING, NEW CENTERS OF FORCE ARE CONTINUALLY FORMING AND CONSTANTLY FALLING APART...OR BEING INCORPORATED INTO NEW CONSTELLATIONS, AND IN ALL THIS THERE IS NOTHING TO PRAISE OR BLAME. ALL BECOMING IS INNOCENT, THE THROW OF THE DICE OF THE DIVINE CHILD....BECOMING MUST APPEAR JUSTIFIED AT EVERY MOMENT...OR BE INCAPABLE OF BEING EVALUATED...............

THE GENIUS IS ACHIEVED IN EVERY MOMENT.....PRIMAL UNITY...

THE EXCEPTIONAL INDIVIDUAL IS RELEASED IN THE TRANSFORMATIVE RHYTHMS...THERE ARE 'HIGHER' HUMAN BEINGS WHO ARE 'MORE VALUED/VALUABLE' THAN THE 'MASS' AND FOR WHOSE SAKE THE MASS EXISTS AND MAY BE SACRIFICED....COUNTLESS INDIVIDUALS ARE SACRIFICED FOR THE FEW'...........NIETZSCHE

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TO EXTEND THE BOUNDARIES OF INDIVIDUATION............GROWTH/INTENSE SENSATIONS OF SELF.........SOMETHING WANTS TO GROW........TO WILL.............TO BECOMEAS THE ENERGY FLOWS TO FULFILL ESSENCES AND 'JUSTIFY' EXISTENCE...........THE SUPERIOR FEW BEYOND THE CLOSED CIRCULARITY BEINGS DREAMING IN CAVES WATCHING SHADOWS OF ECHOES AND LOSSES...

THE LOST IN TIME BINDS AND BONDS OF RECURRENCE, REVERIE............HYPERVIGILANCE OF THREATS OR CONTROLLINGS...............UNWILLING/UNABLE TO SEE THE PATTERNS IN MINDS LOST IN CIRCULARITY SAFENESS---THE DEAD CERTAINTY OF THE TRAPPED AND UNLIVED..

DOES THE WOUND REVEAL THE CURE???????????

WE ARE PRISONERS OF WISHES-DYLAN THOMAS

THOSE WHO DO NOT LEARN FROM THE PAST ARE CONDEMNED TO REPEAT IT-SANTAYANA

...................WITH A SMILE

....................LOVING ABSORPTION.................

'TO ATTRACT THE THINGS YOU GIVE LOVING ATTENTION TO'-THE WISDOM OF FLORENCE SCOVEL SHINN

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UNDIVIDED ATTENTION IN INTENT TO MOVE THROUGH THE BARRIERS AND OBSTACLES......OPEN SESAME OF ALI BABA AND THE RAMS HORN OF JERICHO...THE WALLS COME DOWN...

ANNUNCIATORS, SPIRIT GUIDES, ALIENISTS FOR TROUBLED INDIVIDUALS

CALLED UPON BY COMMUNITY/PEOPLE TO DELIMIT THE CAUSES OF PHYSIOLOGICAL, PSYCHOLOGICAL, AND SOCIAL PROBLEMS..............TO INDICATE MEANS OF RESOLUTION..

SHAMANS/ANNUNCIATORS ARE DECIDEDLY DIFFERENT...OUTSIDERS AND ULTIMATE INSIDERS...

THEIR CHILDHOOD ILLNESSES, UNUSUAL BEHAVIORS, RECKLESSNESS, GREAT INTELLIGENCE, CURIOSITY, AND GREAT EXTRA SIGHT...ALL SERVE TO SEPARATE THEM FROM THE SOCIETY IN WHICH THEY ARE OBSERVERS...

A CONTINUAL BATTLE OF CONFLICTING INTERESTS/IDENTITIES.........TO SUFFER AS PATIENTS AND CURE AS DOCTORS..........KNOWING PERSONAL TRANSFORMATION THROUGH EMERGING OUT OF PSYCHOLOGICAL CRISIS.............

MYSTICISM.............CALL INTO THE SPIRITUAL...A TRANSFORMED VISION OF REALITY SEEING THE ONENESS AND INTERRELATEDNESS OF ALL IN THE UNIVERSE...TO LEARN HEALINGS...MING ORDERINGS[MING ZHI YUE-TO BE CALLED]

AVATARZAN HEART OF ESSENCES

ALCHEMY INNER ESSENCE CONSCIOUSNESS IN LETTING GO OF ALL THAT IS NOT ONE...

PRESZENCE IN KNOWING ESSENCES OF WHAT MATTERS...WHAT IS GROWTH OUT OF SUFFOCATION AND TRANCEROS NUMBINGS...

IT IS LOVE OVERCOMING THE TYRANNY OF THE WEAK WHO IMPOSE THEIR ORDER ON THE INNOCENCE OF PLAY AND CURIOSITY...THE SEXUAL DIMINISHMENT IN SOCIO-RELIGIOUS-ECONOMIC TENETS AND IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT PEER DAZE WAYS...THE CASTRATION EFFECT IN SAVANTING OR AVATAR MEDIUM WAYS AS REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS SERVES 'POWER' GREATER THAN LOVE IN THE COMPENSATORY MEANS OF STRIVING AND WRESTLING WITH FEELINGS OF NOT GOOD ENOUGH, LACK...

IT IS THE AGITATION TO ACHIEVE IN AMBITION TRADE OFFS OF THE SELF LOSING AUTHENTICITY AND ORGANIC INTEGRITY TO MONEY AND POWER...

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FLOODING FORWARD.....................

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DUTCH-EDMUND MORRIS

''.............AT 32 OR 33 RONALD REAGAN HAD PEAKED AS A FILM STAR WHICH MIGHT EXPLAIN HIS FURROWED EYES IN A WHAT AM I DOING HERE LOOK.............IT IS THE SAME LOOK SEEN ON MANY SCREEN ACTORS BETWEEN TAKES........IT BETRAYS CHRONIC LOSS OF IDENTITY, REEMPHASIZED EVERYTIME THE RUSH OF LIGHT, SPEED AND ACTION IS 'CUT' FROM THEM'............THE SPOTS SNAP OFF..........THE REELS STOP ROLLING'...............
IT IS ARTIFICE AS ACTUAL IN SCRIPTED PATHINGS...........
TO BE 'ON SET'..............

SCARLET WOMAN...RED SUBSTANCE IN 'A' CHI AND VENUS 'L'-PRIME MENSTRUUM OF MAGICAL ENERGY/FERTILITY/EROS LIFE FORCE

LADY DAY 3.22 AWARENESS OF SCARLET WOMAN OF MENSTRUUM MOON TIME...SPRING SHIFTINGS IN FERTILITY AT GENEMATAS REVERSED IN SAT AM MEN EG...THE LADY TIME OF THE CURRENTS...

PARALLELISM CONSCIOUSNESS AS RETURN OF THE GODDESSS AFTER HER WINTER HIBERNATION...

THE SCARLET WOMAN...RED SUBSTANCE OF THE FEMALE SOURCE...PRIME MENSTRUUM OF MAGICKAL ENERGY...LUNAR PERIODS AND TIME...

OPPORTUNE CYCLIC TIMINGS...ENERGY TENDING TO CHANGE...FLOWS THROUGH BABALON[GATE OF THE SUN...SHE ADMITS THE SOLAR FORCE THROUGH HER GATE, GUT, CAT OR CUT[IE.PUDENDA]...

BABALON AS 156 NUMERICALLY...

THE NUMBER OF THE CITY OF THE PYRAMIDS BENEATH THE NIGHT OF PAN...THE 1-5-6 IS THE PERFECT SYMBOL OF THE MAGICALLY INSPIRED FEMALE...CHANGE AND MANIFESTATION-SCORPIO-CAPRICORN...THE SCARLET WOMAN IN CHAOS...

THE BEAST...THE FOCUS VEHICLE OF ENERGIZING ALL THE CHAKRAS GENERATING VIBRATIONS THAT INFLUENCE THE CHEMICAL COMPOSITIONS OF HER GLANDULAR SECRETIONS...MAGICKAL ENERGIES ARE IN UPWARD POSITIVE TRANSCENDENTALISM IN FOCUS THROUGH THE KALAS...STAR FIRE...CREATIVE FLUID IN THE LEFT PATH...THE PATH INVOLVING THE USE OF WOMAN...

THE VAMA MARG AS OPPOSED TO THE DAKSHINA MARG[WHICH INVOLVES THE MALE -SOLAR CURRENT, OR RIGHT HAND ASPECT]...KENNETH GRANT, ALEISTER CROWLEY AND THE HIDDEN GOD

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DEEP YIN 'OSTARA' 3-22 'LADY DAY' ANNIVERSARY 322 SKULL AND BONES TIME...BILLY HOLIDAY AS LADY DAY

LANGUAGE IN LONG ENGLISH CUCUMBER CAR HOOD CONTAINER OF SOFTNESS IN RECEPTIVITY TO GENERATIVE CREATIVE...WELDINGS OF WILL IN PRESZENCE DEPTHS OF HOMEWORK WORKING THROUGH ISSUES AND TISSUES OF FIBERS AND TRUINGS OF URGENCY...

PRIMAL INSTINCTS OVERCOMING SOCIO-ECONOMIC-RELIGIOUS-TENETS AS A REVOLUTIONARY ACT TO OVERTHROW THE SELF OF MEDIATION OF IMPOSITION ORDERINGS...TO DECONSTRUCT DEFENSIVE FORTRESSINGS IN AN ASSERTION OF TRUE INNER NECESSITY...