AVATARZAN HEART OF ESSENCES

ALCHEMY INNER ESSENCE CONSCIOUSNESS IN LETTING GO OF ALL THAT IS NOT ONE...

PRESZENCE IN KNOWING ESSENCES OF WHAT MATTERS...WHAT IS GROWTH OUT OF SUFFOCATION AND TRANCEROS NUMBINGS...

IT IS LOVE OVERCOMING THE TYRANNY OF THE WEAK WHO IMPOSE THEIR ORDER ON THE INNOCENCE OF PLAY AND CURIOSITY...THE SEXUAL DIMINISHMENT IN SOCIO-RELIGIOUS-ECONOMIC TENETS AND IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT PEER DAZE WAYS...THE CASTRATION EFFECT IN SAVANTING OR AVATAR MEDIUM WAYS AS REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS SERVES 'POWER' GREATER THAN LOVE IN THE COMPENSATORY MEANS OF STRIVING AND WRESTLING WITH FEELINGS OF NOT GOOD ENOUGH, LACK...

IT IS THE AGITATION TO ACHIEVE IN AMBITION TRADE OFFS OF THE SELF LOSING AUTHENTICITY AND ORGANIC INTEGRITY TO MONEY AND POWER...

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FLOODING FORWARD.....................

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DUTCH-EDMUND MORRIS

''.............AT 32 OR 33 RONALD REAGAN HAD PEAKED AS A FILM STAR WHICH MIGHT EXPLAIN HIS FURROWED EYES IN A WHAT AM I DOING HERE LOOK.............IT IS THE SAME LOOK SEEN ON MANY SCREEN ACTORS BETWEEN TAKES........IT BETRAYS CHRONIC LOSS OF IDENTITY, REEMPHASIZED EVERYTIME THE RUSH OF LIGHT, SPEED AND ACTION IS 'CUT' FROM THEM'............THE SPOTS SNAP OFF..........THE REELS STOP ROLLING'...............
IT IS ARTIFICE AS ACTUAL IN SCRIPTED PATHINGS...........
TO BE 'ON SET'..............

SCARLET WOMAN...RED SUBSTANCE IN 'A' CHI AND VENUS 'L'-PRIME MENSTRUUM OF MAGICAL ENERGY/FERTILITY/EROS LIFE FORCE

LADY DAY 3.22 AWARENESS OF SCARLET WOMAN OF MENSTRUUM MOON TIME...SPRING SHIFTINGS IN FERTILITY AT GENEMATAS REVERSED IN SAT AM MEN EG...THE LADY TIME OF THE CURRENTS...

PARALLELISM CONSCIOUSNESS AS RETURN OF THE GODDESSS AFTER HER WINTER HIBERNATION...

THE SCARLET WOMAN...RED SUBSTANCE OF THE FEMALE SOURCE...PRIME MENSTRUUM OF MAGICKAL ENERGY...LUNAR PERIODS AND TIME...

OPPORTUNE CYCLIC TIMINGS...ENERGY TENDING TO CHANGE...FLOWS THROUGH BABALON[GATE OF THE SUN...SHE ADMITS THE SOLAR FORCE THROUGH HER GATE, GUT, CAT OR CUT[IE.PUDENDA]...

BABALON AS 156 NUMERICALLY...

THE NUMBER OF THE CITY OF THE PYRAMIDS BENEATH THE NIGHT OF PAN...THE 1-5-6 IS THE PERFECT SYMBOL OF THE MAGICALLY INSPIRED FEMALE...CHANGE AND MANIFESTATION-SCORPIO-CAPRICORN...THE SCARLET WOMAN IN CHAOS...

THE BEAST...THE FOCUS VEHICLE OF ENERGIZING ALL THE CHAKRAS GENERATING VIBRATIONS THAT INFLUENCE THE CHEMICAL COMPOSITIONS OF HER GLANDULAR SECRETIONS...MAGICKAL ENERGIES ARE IN UPWARD POSITIVE TRANSCENDENTALISM IN FOCUS THROUGH THE KALAS...STAR FIRE...CREATIVE FLUID IN THE LEFT PATH...THE PATH INVOLVING THE USE OF WOMAN...

THE VAMA MARG AS OPPOSED TO THE DAKSHINA MARG[WHICH INVOLVES THE MALE -SOLAR CURRENT, OR RIGHT HAND ASPECT]...KENNETH GRANT, ALEISTER CROWLEY AND THE HIDDEN GOD

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DEEP YIN 'OSTARA' 3-22 'LADY DAY' ANNIVERSARY 322 SKULL AND BONES TIME...BILLY HOLIDAY AS LADY DAY

LANGUAGE IN LONG ENGLISH CUCUMBER CAR HOOD CONTAINER OF SOFTNESS IN RECEPTIVITY TO GENERATIVE CREATIVE...WELDINGS OF WILL IN PRESZENCE DEPTHS OF HOMEWORK WORKING THROUGH ISSUES AND TISSUES OF FIBERS AND TRUINGS OF URGENCY...

PRIMAL INSTINCTS OVERCOMING SOCIO-ECONOMIC-RELIGIOUS-TENETS AS A REVOLUTIONARY ACT TO OVERTHROW THE SELF OF MEDIATION OF IMPOSITION ORDERINGS...TO DECONSTRUCT DEFENSIVE FORTRESSINGS IN AN ASSERTION OF TRUE INNER NECESSITY...